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Catharsis

by Soledad

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1.
Ouverture 02:46
There was a time when I was still hopefull, innocent, full of dreams. I knew I could become something or someone. He came into my life and it stroke me like a thunder at the end of June. My life was finally fullfilled. He was handsome, really kind, smart and talented. This is when I knew my life had a purpose ; but from bright White Knight, he turned deep black.
2.
I'm standing here Tired, going out of this train Heatness flowing through my veins As you're wispering in my ear How much you missed me Your arms bearing the weight Of my body beforehand empty Swiping my tears flowing down past eight In this cold evening of December Both relieved of our emptiness Your fingers running on my waist Is the happiest moment I remember Now together, nothing can tear us apart At the same time, feeling so strong and so weak My human condition without him blank and bleak He pours some evidence in my soul and heart In this cold evening of December Both relieved of our emptiness Your fingers running on my waist Is the happiest moment I remember My White Knight has finally come Relieved me from my inner pain On my life you can forever reign I, from here and now, fall to your charm Now everything's clear I must follow him He had my heart and I can feel I'm almost here It's almost time To make a new start
3.
Many years ago I couldn't even know I couldn't recognize What was sleeping in your eyes By every time we talked My hand in yours we walked Through the path of discord Your flow of hate was poured Living under your dogma Mighty hands moulding my brain Soaking up a bit of your aura Denying that all of this would remain You were the only one that I trusted My values and thoughts were busted I can only remember the pain Of reality in vain Living under your dogma Mighty hands moulding my brain Soaking up a bit of your aura Denying that all of this would remain You weren't sure of what you said All your arguments only made To make me feel inferior Now see, going out with you was the true labour Living under your dogma Mighty hands moulding my brain Soaking up a bit of your aura Denying that all of this would remain
4.
Routine 06:30
Looking down at the pavement Dwelling on my past Walking, acting under command Feeling down Hoping it won't last Emptiness invades me I struggle against my soul Against loneliness, interfering slowly Abandonned by the flavour Of my joy of life turning into coal Everything I see becomes fog My eyes, blinded by my tears, embogue What were streams, flowing to rivers Laying uncertain, my whole body shivers Everything I hear is a distant sound Into the deepest ocean I've been drowned What was, before, an obvious path Fades into my future, present and past Emptiness invades me I struggle against my soul Against loneliness, interfering slowly My joy of life turning into coal The void trapped in my prison of flesh Now rules my will to live and actions I manage to think for the first time in days About my submission Gradually fearing him and his most awful thoughts Loving him too much to realize what he'd said Denying my work and all the demons I fought I become conscious that my passion will probably fade Emptiness invades me I struggle against my soul Against loneliness, interfering slowly My joy of life turning into coal
5.
Rotting 06:26
Falling deeper into unconsciousness Moaning useless things Sipping this cup of emptiness Rejecting whatever life brings Everything is rotting Modelling his behaviour Scared of this self-named saviour And his way of thinking My empty shell Doesn't allow me To go on, On my own, I'm trapped within Instead of being free Captive, blinded, Caged, unsighted I cannot think I cannot tell Everything is rotting Modelling his behaviour Scared of my own saviour And the harm he's making
6.
Recitative : Thy hand Belinda Darkness shades me On thy bosom Let me rest More I would But Death invades me Death is now A welcome guest Song : When I am laid, am laid in earth, may my wrongs create No trouble, no trouble in thy breast When I am laid, am laid in earth, may my wrongs create No trouble, no trouble in thy breast Remember me, remember me, but ah Forget my fate Remember me, but ah Forget my fate Remember me, remember me, but ah Forget my fate Remember me, but ah Forget my fate
7.
Sun of June 06:34
Now we are here on this Friday afternoon I wish it was finished, but you're wondering Why I got you under the Sun of June I know this is the moment to stop pondering All this pain I felt while spending my life with you I must give it an end, I must let go and I must go through And all this pain you've done to me Has torn me apart unconsciously But now I'm able to make a new start Even if leaving you brings guilt to my heart While being with you, I was culpable Born out the fear of being forsaken You drained my blood, my cocoon therefore empty Now everything's clear, this is the day I awaken All this pain I felt while spending my life with you I must give it an end And I must let go Let go and I must go through All this pain you've done to me Has torn me apart Now I'll make my way and make a new start Because leaving you behind will set me free
8.
Renaissance 05:49
Les arbres et la mer défilent Paysages ravissants au milieu d'une haine grandissante Me noyant dans les ondes de cette grande bleue Douce, apaisante, j'aimerais m'y plonger Y couler cette rancœur, la vision de tes yeux Et de ton emprise, pour enfin me libérer Mon cœur vacille Mais mon être reprend force Seule, anesthésiée, fébrile Je sens venir l'amorce De cette raison perdue enfin revenir Des limbes créées par ta domination Pour ôter ces chaînes de soumission Y couler cette rancœur, la vision de tes yeux Et de ton emprise, pour enfin me libérer
9.
La route du géant de fer ralentit Les étoiles couvrent le firmament de leur lueur argentée Ce train défilant comme le fait ma vie Avant de s'arrêter dans cette gare trop souvent traversée Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais Mes yeux et les cieux Se parent de reflets vermillons Arrachée à l'avenir pour être vidée de mon être Foulant ce quai familier Ayant donné naissance À ce qui allait lentement me briser Tous mes souvenirs défilent devant mes yeux De pure Idylle se transforment en cauchemars Apeurée sur ce quai, unique compagnie La nuit noire Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais Mes yeux et les cieux Se parent de reflets vermillons [instrumental] Mes idées et mes démons défilent Nuit oppressante au milieu de doutes grandissants Me noyant dans les mains de cette profondeur astrale Froide mais édifiante, je peux m'y forger Mon propre chevalier blanc De ton emprise me libérer Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais Mes yeux et les cieux Se parent de reflets vermillons

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released February 15, 2019

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Soledad was a solo act born in 2016.
From solo project to band, we're releasing our next album April 15th

FFO : Muse, Haken, Neal Morse, Leprous

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