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Ouverture
02:46
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There was a time when I was still hopefull, innocent, full of dreams.
I knew I could become something or someone.
He came into my life and it stroke me like a thunder at the end of June.
My life was finally fullfilled.
He was handsome, really kind, smart and talented.
This is when I knew my life had a purpose ; but from bright White Knight, he turned deep black.
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I'm standing here
Tired, going out of this train
Heatness flowing through my veins
As you're wispering in my ear
How much you missed me
Your arms bearing the weight
Of my body beforehand empty
Swiping my tears flowing down past eight
In this cold evening of December
Both relieved of our emptiness
Your fingers running on my waist
Is the happiest moment I remember
Now together, nothing can tear us apart
At the same time, feeling so strong and so weak
My human condition without him blank and bleak
He pours some evidence in my soul and heart
In this cold evening of December
Both relieved of our emptiness
Your fingers running on my waist
Is the happiest moment I remember
My White Knight has finally come
Relieved me from my inner pain
On my life you can forever reign
I, from here and now, fall to your charm
Now everything's clear
I must follow him
He had my heart and I can feel
I'm almost here
It's almost time
To make a new start
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Many years ago
I couldn't even know
I couldn't recognize
What was sleeping in your eyes
By every time we talked
My hand in yours we walked
Through the path of discord
Your flow of hate was poured
Living under your dogma
Mighty hands moulding my brain
Soaking up a bit of your aura
Denying that all of this would remain
You were the only one that I trusted
My values and thoughts were busted
I can only remember the pain
Of reality in vain
Living under your dogma
Mighty hands moulding my brain
Soaking up a bit of your aura
Denying that all of this would remain
You weren't sure of what you said
All your arguments only made
To make me feel inferior
Now see, going out with you was the true labour
Living under your dogma
Mighty hands moulding my brain
Soaking up a bit of your aura
Denying that all of this would remain
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Routine
06:30
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Looking down at the pavement
Dwelling on my past
Walking, acting under command
Feeling down
Hoping it won't last
Emptiness invades me
I struggle against my soul
Against loneliness, interfering slowly
Abandonned by the flavour
Of my joy of life turning into coal
Everything I see becomes fog
My eyes, blinded by my tears, embogue
What were streams, flowing to rivers
Laying uncertain, my whole body shivers
Everything I hear is a distant sound
Into the deepest ocean I've been drowned
What was, before, an obvious path
Fades into my future, present and past
Emptiness invades me
I struggle against my soul
Against loneliness, interfering slowly
My joy of life turning into coal
The void trapped in my prison of flesh
Now rules my will to live and actions
I manage to think for the first time in days
About my submission
Gradually fearing him and his most awful thoughts
Loving him too much to realize what he'd said
Denying my work and all the demons I fought
I become conscious that my passion will probably fade
Emptiness invades me
I struggle against my soul
Against loneliness, interfering slowly
My joy of life turning into coal
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Rotting
06:26
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Falling deeper into unconsciousness
Moaning useless things
Sipping this cup of emptiness
Rejecting whatever life brings
Everything is rotting
Modelling his behaviour
Scared of this self-named saviour
And his way of thinking
My empty shell
Doesn't allow me
To go on,
On my own,
I'm trapped within
Instead of being free
Captive, blinded,
Caged, unsighted
I cannot think
I cannot tell
Everything is rotting
Modelling his behaviour
Scared of my own saviour
And the harm he's making
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Recitative :
Thy hand Belinda
Darkness shades me
On thy bosom
Let me rest
More I would
But Death invades me
Death is now
A welcome guest
Song :
When I am laid, am laid in earth, may my wrongs create
No trouble, no trouble in thy breast
When I am laid, am laid in earth, may my wrongs create
No trouble, no trouble in thy breast
Remember me, remember me, but ah
Forget my fate
Remember me, but ah
Forget my fate
Remember me, remember me, but ah
Forget my fate
Remember me, but ah
Forget my fate
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Sun of June
06:34
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Now we are here on this Friday afternoon
I wish it was finished, but you're wondering
Why I got you under the Sun of June
I know this is the moment to stop pondering
All this pain I felt while spending my life with you
I must give it an end, I must let go and I must go through
And all this pain you've done to me
Has torn me apart unconsciously
But now I'm able to make a new start
Even if leaving you brings guilt to my heart
While being with you, I was culpable
Born out the fear of being forsaken
You drained my blood, my cocoon therefore empty
Now everything's clear, this is the day I awaken
All this pain I felt while spending my life with you
I must give it an end
And I must let go
Let go and I must go through
All this pain you've done to me
Has torn me apart
Now I'll make my way and make a new start
Because leaving you behind will set me free
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Renaissance
05:49
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Les arbres et la mer défilent
Paysages ravissants au milieu d'une haine grandissante
Me noyant dans les ondes de cette grande bleue
Douce, apaisante, j'aimerais m'y plonger
Y couler cette rancœur, la vision de tes yeux
Et de ton emprise, pour enfin me libérer
Mon cœur vacille
Mais mon être reprend force
Seule, anesthésiée, fébrile
Je sens venir l'amorce
De cette raison perdue enfin revenir
Des limbes créées par ta domination
Pour ôter ces chaînes de soumission
Y couler cette rancœur, la vision de tes yeux
Et de ton emprise, pour enfin me libérer
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La route du géant de fer ralentit
Les étoiles couvrent le firmament de leur lueur argentée
Ce train défilant comme le fait ma vie
Avant de s'arrêter dans cette gare trop souvent traversée
Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond
Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît
S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais
Mes yeux et les cieux
Se parent de reflets vermillons
Arrachée à l'avenir pour être vidée de mon être
Foulant ce quai familier
Ayant donné naissance
À ce qui allait lentement me briser
Tous mes souvenirs défilent devant mes yeux
De pure Idylle se transforment en cauchemars
Apeurée sur ce quai, unique compagnie
La nuit noire
Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond
Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît
S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais
Mes yeux et les cieux
Se parent de reflets vermillons
[instrumental]
Mes idées et mes démons défilent
Nuit oppressante au milieu de doutes grandissants
Me noyant dans les mains de cette profondeur astrale
Froide mais édifiante, je peux m'y forger
Mon propre chevalier blanc
De ton emprise me libérer
Le ciel azuré se meurt en indigo profond
Ce chaleureux soleil de juin au loin disparaît
S'éteint au loin tel l'amour que je te portais
Mes yeux et les cieux
Se parent de reflets vermillons
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Soledad Metz, France
Soledad was a solo act born in 2016.
From solo project to band, we're releasing our next album April 15th
FFO : Muse, Haken, Neal Morse, Leprous
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